KaosushijinXIII

Don't do it, just back away I don't want to hear what you have to say Cause if I do, I know I'll get attached Which will make it hurt more when we've  detached I don't want to get to know you Because then I'll care about everything you do I'll be sad when your sad, I'll smile when you smile And the world will seem right for a while Right up until you close me off once more Sealing me outside your door Right up until you become a brick wall Never telling me what's wrong or anything at all When that day comes I'll regret the day we met Because that was the day I made the wrong bet That you'd be different and never shut me out Not saying a wo

They try to break me down Throwing me daily to the ground They never get why each day I come right back They dream of the final attack The one insult that'll leave me in pieces The one heartbreak that makes the beat cease The one fall that leave me shattered Awaiting the day, I'm too beaten and battered But that day will never come to be For I know the answer to their mystery That today's pains are tomorrow's jokes And that their power is all a hoax The bruises will heal as will the cuts But you can't reopen a door once it shuts The words will soon be a forgotten thought And all their effort will be for naught For every time they take a s

There seems to be some confusion in what I believe So let me explain so that I might relieve All the tension and hate between you and I Here's what I think about your man in the sky: I don't accept his existence or play with the thought Because he doesn't work for what I was taught I was taught to look at the facts and question all And if something didn't hold up it had to fall I looked to religion for 18 long years I was dominated by its terrorist fear I was scolded for speech and different thought But individuality and peace was what they taught With all the questions I had, religion could not keep pace So I accepted the truth and turne

Tomorrow's the big day The day I go my own way I'll walk onto that stage and collect my cheer And then step forward without a fear Of failing, of falling, of the next day Because I am now a man on this day in May Aren't I? Isn't that what all this was for? Wasn't all the pain suppose to open doors? But the only things that come to mind Is the ceaseless grind To study, to "learn", to become an intellectual By following their designated school ritual For as long as I can remember my time has been planned From the moment I woke to the moment turned out the light on my night stand Breakfast, Class, Lunch, Class, Practice, Dinner, homework, sle

They say I'm inconsiderate, I'm hateful, I'm rude They say I shall be condemned for being lewd I'm told I spit forth destructive words at my fellow man That I slander and abuse their great plan All this coming from those preaching damnation Coming from those who take violent events and have a celebration They, who sneer and scoff at me because I do not see as they do Who walk past their fellow man in need unless it serves them too They think I try to destroy hope, bury it deep below Yet they don't see that I bring hope in a different form then they know But unlike I, who has come to question all foundations on which I stand They would rathe